
We love you, Shelby!

Shelby amazes me more and more each day as she learns how to do new things. It makes me sad to realize how quickly she has become a big girl, and even though I never thought she was a tiny baby, I realize now she was just this tiny little thing that needed me so much. As she gains more and more independence it makes me yearn for that sweet little bundle to hold again. I start thinking about #2...but then Shelby starts whining because she is teething, and I quickly am brought back to reality and realize I couldn't handle that right now. Not with everything else that is going on. I often look at all the moms at church and always feel so inadequate. I don't know how they do it. All of them with these kids so close in age, and their husbands, being doctors, are gone so much. And yet they seem so perfect- everything always in order- and I always seem rushed and disorganized. Once I am no longer working, hopefully I can be like them. For now I just have to deal with the guilt and settle for doing the best I can do with the situation. Anyway, here's some pics of Shelby sitting up and playing. Jeremy will be especially proud to see that she loves to play with the TMNT.



